schedule
Upcoming Events
In-Person or Online Retreat
August 17–24, 2026
The Power of Dark Retreat
Drala Mountain Center · Red Feather Lakes, Colorado
The ancient practice of dark retreat has found its way back into our light-polluted modern world. This program explores the restorative benefits of darkness for creativity, healing, and preparation for death.
Hosted by Drala Mountain Center.
In-Person or Online Retreat
August 31– September 4, 2026
Graceful Exit: Preparing for a Good Death
Esalen Institute · Big Sur, California
Andrew Holecek guides participants through meditations and teachings on conscious dying, helping them face death fearlessly, support loved ones through the process, and live more fully by embracing mortality rather than avoiding it.
Hosted by Esalen Institute.
In-Person or Online Retreat
October 26 – November 1, 2026
Clearlight, Darkness, and Nonduality
Menla Retreat Center · Phoenicia, New York
With Andrew Holecek and Robert Thurman. A unique retreat utilizing specially prepared dark rooms — exploring the Clearlight, nondual awareness, and the deepest practices of Tibetan Buddhism.
Hosted by Menla Retreat Center.
Featured Program
The Preparing to Die Program
A comprehensive program for transforming your relationship with death — combining Tibetan Buddhist wisdom, guided meditation practices, and practical end-of-life planning into a complete path of preparation.
Bardo Teachings
Complete instructions on the stages of dying and after-death states
Guided Meditations
Practices to stabilize awareness through all transitions
Practical Planning
Advance Directives and end-of-life preparation tools
Community Support
Connect with fellow practitioners on this profound path